Deafening Mind

So many things twirling around

Rushing by

Not taking the time

Anxiously reeling inside my mind

Rolling me over

Tucking me in at night

Leaving me without any light

I’m up then suddenly I’m down

A fake smile to cover up

Cover up this pain I constantly feel

Agony, angst, sadness forever here

Forever, it is here with me…

I’m freezing slowly

Numbing at the core

Afraid to love freely

Afraid to feel really

If I were to speak what was inside

The world would quake…

They’d run and hide

As the wrath I’d release

Release, from inside me

A raging sea

I just want to be alone

No feelings to worry about hurting

Or time I would have to share

No more pretending I actually care

Because inside I’m numb

And you don’t understand that my dear…

About JustOrdinary

Hello my name is Rachel…around here I’m best known as Just Ordinary. I created this blog page to share pieces of my life with you, the reader, also to share my projects, and writings. This blog page I have created is a collection of realty and fiction. Not everything I write pertains to me or my life.

Posted on Sunday, November 25, 2012, in personal, Poetry, prose, thoughts, writing and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. After reading this I feel your torment. and the level you want to go to, to express to the subject. This is a fine piece.

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