I Want Out

I am like a fish out of water
I can’t breathe when you’re around
Shhh…what is that sound?
It is me gasping for life
Outside you and me
I’m like a bird who wants to be free
Emotional roller coaster
I just want off
Shhh…what is that sound?
It’s me throwing up
All this up and down
and all around
has made me nauseated
will it ever end?
You smother my life
My very existence
I need some form of resistance
I got to get out alive
Before the straw gives
You never really loved me
You were just afraid to be alone
You felt you had to man up
Hold some sort of score
Your conscious you ignore
The inner voice that is telling you to go
Well I want out
I want to be free
I want the freedom to think for myself
and choose what is best for me

About JustOrdinary

Hello my name is Rachel…around here I’m best known as Just Ordinary. I created this blog page to share pieces of my life with you, the reader, also to share my projects, and writings. This blog page I have created is a collection of realty and fiction. Not everything I write pertains to me or my life.

Posted on Tuesday, January 17, 2012, in Poetry, prose and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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