Just For Loving You

Just for loving you
My heart does time
Forever hemorrhaging for you
As it aches with pain so deep
Your memory I fight to keep
No reasoning with a sick mind
As it chases fake recollections of us
What we could have had
What we could have been
Remaining in lost sin
You’re a drug
I can’t be without
My heart yearns…
Someone to fill the dreams of you
Someone to fill the shoes
Of make believe memories
And terrible lies
I seem to rely on
To keep you alive
In my mind
Why must I stay so kind?
To a son of a bitch like you…
Every nightmare I lived through
As you punished me
For just loving you
All I endured…
Just for loving you…

About JustOrdinary

Hello my name is Rachel…around here I’m best known as Just Ordinary. I created this blog page to share pieces of my life with you, the reader, also to share my projects, and writings. This blog page I have created is a collection of realty and fiction. Not everything I write pertains to me or my life.

Posted on Sunday, August 7, 2011, in personal, Poetry, prose, thoughts, writing and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. woooowww.. this is so true, every bit of it shows the things women go through when they love a man..

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