Why Me?

She’s been longing for that answer.
Something she’s been searching for
It’s been years passing and nothing
A blank page with no clues
What has she done, has she paid her dues?
Lonely fills the darkened room
As she clutches onto her last piece of hope
It is the only way she knows how to cope
She’ll continue to think nothing is wrong
She’ll pray to a God that might not be listening
She shunned him years ago
No wonder it feels as though he let her go
She’s been longing for inner peace
Some sort of final release
Of past pain and emptiness
She just can’t seem to shake
She’s alone in a darkened room
Still no clues
What has she done, hasn’t she paid her dues?
Life has been waiting for her
Yet she’s unable to enjoy living
She’s stuck with all the misgivings
She’s lacked the light at the end of the tunnel
She views things through a funnel
Small and worthless is how she feels
She can’t see the shimmer in her own soul
Constantly looking for a place to go
The struggles in her past
Still haunt her to this day
She fights the urge to run away
Doesn’t want the world to see her scars
They must stay a secret of hers
It is a way to control the punishment she thinks she deserves
A blank page she holds in her hands
No hope, answers or clues
What has she done, hasn’t she paid her dues?
She’s been longing for an answer to….
Why me?

About JustOrdinary

Hello my name is Rachel…around here I’m best known as Just Ordinary. I created this blog page to share pieces of my life with you, the reader, also to share my projects, and writings. This blog page I have created is a collection of realty and fiction. Not everything I write pertains to me or my life.

Posted on Monday, August 3, 2009, in personal, Poetry, prose, writing and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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