What if I don’t grieve for my mom when she goes?

I have so much negativity towards my mom I wonder if I’d cry when she goes. Will I grieve her? How will it look if I don’t? How wrong is it is I don’t? What is wrong with me that I think I won’t cry or grieve her?

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Dear Dad,

Bye-Bye Mariah Carey (Please listen while you read the letter)

I haven’t written in a while but I’m missing you these past few days. I thought about you a lot today. I sometimes just look at my cell phone wishing I could call you. I call J for advice on some things [...]

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Two Days Down With Fibromyalgia Attack

Well I just came out of an awful fibromyalgia attack that lasted two days. The lyrica I am on had done nothing for me unfortunately. My other meds didn’t do much to help either. I spent most of those two days in bed under blankets. I only came out when I had no other choice.
I [...]

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The Seed Of Infidelity Pt. 4

“I’m going to take you home with me tonight. We’ll just get a night bag of some of your stuff and go.” She said as Cassie pulled her face out of her arms to look over to the bathroom.
“OK mom that is a good idea.” Cassie turned toward her mom, “Mom can I come [...]

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The Seed Of Infidelity Pt. 3

“Oh God why did you do this Thomas? What am I going to do now? Our child…our child…your child…” her face fell into her palms and she wept there on the floor of their small one bedroom apartment.
Carla was standing in the lobby as they walk past her with Thomas in a body bag. She [...]

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